Showing posts with label Wordle. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Wordle. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

A Cosmic Wordle

I know I've gone on and on about how amazing I think Carl Sagan was and how his words still resonate today.  Some people may grow weary of my fangirling, but I will continue to live in amazement of the poetry of his words, and the way they throw into sharp relief the scale of the universe and the fragility of our world.

Below is a Wordle I created using a quote of his as he referred to our world as a pale blue dot.  The entire quote I used follows.


“Look again at that dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar," every "supreme leader," every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there-on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.

The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot.

Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves.

The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand.

It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known.” 

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Replication



Today I gave myself the word REPLICATION.  Why?  I don't know.  The word just spoke to me this week.  Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I've been delving into the philosophy of identity this week, in part in preparation for my first post as the Weekend Philosopher.  I won't say more about that here, because I don't want to spoil anything for you!

The word led me to write this poem.  I could talk forever about why I wrote this, but Ill let the poetry speak for itself.


Replication

All the forms were signed,
informed consent obtained.
Not till the deed was done did I
wish that we’d refrained.

Unsettled by the sight,
unnerved by the implication,
of standing there before
such a perfect duplication.

I looked into my own eyes,
so much more than a mirror.
Never had I planned
to see things so clear.

She was me, yet not.
A different path before her lay.
Yet DNA and memories copied.
I yearned to cast her away.

I turned my gaze to steel,
though my heart still did leap.
Was I threatened by this duplicate?
Was my nature mine to keep?

Forever bound will I be
to this moment in time.
This reflection of myself resonates
with my features like a rhyme.

My reaction was revealing,
far more than I can defend.
So rooted in me was my identity,
my new lack of uniqueness did offend.

Curiosity led me here.
I didn’t foresee the complication
of standing toe to toe with her:
a person whole and real, yet a replication.


Wednesday, February 20, 2013

A Moment of Introspection



I decided to once again use a random word generator to provide me with a few words to use for inspiration. I created a Wordle with those words, then used the words to write a little something.

I hope you enjoy!



A Moment of Introspection

If you have a moment to spare, I have some things to say.  If you’ll give me a moment to speak my mind, I’ll soon send you on your way.

Today this correspondence will reflect
 the battle waged inside my head.
The confusion of it all has left my vision fuzzy,
and my heart filled with dread.
I often wish I could feel the certainty
so many others seem to grasp.
Yet my instinct compels me to question all,
leaving me nothing solid to grasp.

Open-mindedness and inquisitiveness are good qualities, I’m told.  I believe that too.  Then again, there are times when it might be easier to tune out . . .

I say:
“Bed me down in green pastures,
and let me slumber long.
When I wake, let me filter all I see
and keep only what makes me strong.
Tending to my wounds, let me learn
how to avoid them evermore.
By shutting out the poisonous and the vile,
may my sense of peace be restored.”

Unfortunately, ignoring the bad only allows it to flourish.

Life doesn’t work that way, I know.
Good and bad go hand in hand.
Destructive people raze the world
for reasons I’ll never understand.
The way my pleas go unanswered
is telling, to be quite blunt.
If I want answers, I must seek them,
and injustices, I must confront.

I’m struck by the beauty of quiet moments when a human being reaches out to another who is suffering.  Something wonderful is added to the world, and seeing this, I know who I must be.

There may be a lot that I don’t know,
but this much I hold to be true.
We are all children of the same world,
a tiny marble of green and blue.
Our atoms forged in the hearts of stars,
we have within us a brilliant light.
Let us band together and banish horrors
that keep us awake at night.

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Falling Into Love


I decided it was about time for me to do another random word story.  For this task, I use a random word generator to produce 3 nouns, 3 adjectives, 3 verbs, 3 adverbs, 1 interjection, and 1 preposition.  Then, from this list of words, I write a piece of flash fiction.

Today's story will use the following words.

Nouns: mud, dignity, postscript
Adjectives: ancient, hollow, loving
Verbs: flow, capture, devise
Adverbs: officially, heavily, infinitely
Interjection: Oh!
Preposition: beyond

Then, for fun I created a Wordle out of these words.  I like Wordles, so that's a good enough reason to do it.


Now, here's the story.  I hope you enjoy it!

Falling into Love

As a young girl, I wrote down almost everything I saw and felt in a worn little spiral notebook.  They were almost a kind of postscript that helped me organize the information I couldn’t otherwise decipher.  I wanted to devise an explanation for everything.

Let me be clear.  Curiosity and exploration are wonderful things.  There’s nothing wrong with analyzing the world in order to understand it.  It’s a desirable thing.  Yet a list of facts, of cause and effect relationships, can’t touch what it feels like to be human.  You need real life experience to get the whole picture.  Call it practical experimentation, if you will.

I’ll never forget the day I learned this crucial lesson.  I was eighteen.  Officially an adult, I applied my infallible (to my mind anyway) logic to everything with renewed confidence.  I heard about the so-called beauty of love from all sources.  Despite all the fans of love, the idea of loving someone for life seemed ludicrous to me.  I judged every couple as I saw as delusional and doomed to failure.  So the idea of leaping into romantic entanglements seemed ridiculous.  Of course I wouldn’t waste my time with such nonsense.

It was our last day of high school.  I walked home with my friend Jesse that afternoon.  I’d known him since his family moved to town halfway through Kindergarten.  He was easily one of my oldest friends, and he loved to argue with me about my outlook on life.  As a writer, he investigated the world through literary means, and he had a decidedly romantic perspective on the world.  While we didn’t always agree, I enjoyed our debates.

The rain had fallen heavily through most of the day, but by the time we set out for home, it was barely a drizzle.  We tromped through the damp streets discussing the nature of string (it was his day to select the topic of our debate).  I stuck to issues such as tensile strength, functionality, and material.  He focused on its ability to hold things together.  “If we tied a long enough string between us when we both leave for college, we’d have that one thing in common.  Each little movement one of us made would have an influence of the other.”

In retrospect, I understand his reason for taking the conversation in that direction.  Yet at the time, I jotted down his latest argument in the notebook I reserved specially for our post-school discussions.  “Perhaps, but the string would also wreak havoc on traffic patterns,” I noted.

At this point, we were approaching a downward slope that led to a small creek that flows through the middle of town.  My house lay just beyond that, so we usually cut across to save time.  On this day I instinctively turned to go down the slope.

Jesse’s hand gently captured my wrist.  “It rained a lot today.  Maybe we should go around the long way.  You don’t want to get your shoes soaked.”

I looked down.  The water level didn’t look that bad.  “It’ll be fine,” I insisted as I took a step.

At that precise moment, the mud gave way and left me struggling to get a foothold.  Jesse automatically tightened his grip on my wrist as he attempted to hold me upright.  In the end though, gravity prevailed, and as a result of his efforts, received two falling bodies for the price of one misstep.

Well played, gravity.  Well played.

Dignity evaporated as Jesse and I tumbled one over the other down the mucky inclined plane.  He held me close to his body all the way down, as if that would somehow shield me from the fall.  Soon our momentum brought us to the bottom, just beside the water.  He came to a rest on top of me.

That’s when it happened.  My head spun slightly from the dramatic tumble as I looked into Jesse’s face.  Mud plastered his cheeks and hair, and a twig stuck out from behind his ear.  Yet through all of that, I saw the concern on his face.  He leaned down slightly so he could get a good look at me, and I couldn’t avoid the intricate details of his green irises.  Something warm, something wonderfully unexpected seemed to echo infinitely in his eyes.  My chest suddenly felt hollow, and I realized something was missing from that moment.

“Oh!”  That single word escaped me as the enormity of it all sank in.  He’d been in my life all this time, yet now, for no explicable reason, I saw him in an entirely different way.

He seemed confused by my monosyllabic utterance.  “Amie, are you okay?”

In response, I slid an arm around his neck and pulled him even closer.  When I pressed my lips against his, I did it wholeheartedly.  I intended to savor the warmth, the pressure his lips exerted against mine, and the way my body reacted to all of it.  My chest no longer felt empty as a glowing feeling swelled inside me.  It felt like something ancient and scarcely understood was at work, pinning us together in a cloud of feeling.  I needed to know every detail it.

Gotta love biology.

When I pulled back, Jesse looked bewildered.  “Did you hit your head?” he asked.

I laughed.  “I don’t think so.”

Satisfied by that answer, he leaned down and kissed me again.  I accepted the kiss with fervor, anxious to feel more.

Never underestimate the power of practical experimentation.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

A Thanksgiving Poem


Given that it's almost Thanksgiving, I figured I'd go a little bit easy on myself today and share something fun with you.  I always thought poems that are written around a word like this are fun, not to mention a little challenging.  I won't claim this as a masterpiece, but who cares?  Not all writing needs to be revolutionary or awe-inspiring.  It's okay to write something just for the fun of it.

Turkey and tradition.
Ham and pumpkin pie.
Autumn colors abound.
Now winter’s nigh.
Kindness and generosity.
Savoring the day.
Grateful for all we have.
Inviting family to stay.
Visiting with friends.
In our hearts we know,
Never is one day enough.
Gratitude must grow.

Now, here's a wordle.  Why?  Well, in all honesty, I enjoy any excuse to make a wordle.  That's good enough, right?



Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Instrumentality


I decided to play a little game today.  I found this random word generator, and I used it to compile a list of 14 words consisting of 3 nouns, 3 adjectives, 3 verbs, 3 adverbs, 1 interjection, and 1 preposition.  Here's my list of words.
  1. exhibition (n)
  2. farce (n)
  3. operation (n)
  4. unacceptable (adj)
  5. drying (adj)
  6. sure (adj)
  7. face (v)
  8. bypass (v)
  9. predict (v)
  10. secretly (adv)
  11. reluctantly (adv)
  12. greatly (adv)
  13. pop (i)
  14. pending (p)
Once I had my words, I used Wordle to make a visual representation of them.



From there, I used the image and the words to inspire a piece of flash fiction. Each word was to be included in the flash piece.

Here's the result of my little game.  I think it worked out pretty well overall, and I'd like to see if I can do this once a month or so.  Maybe I'll try to keep it as my second Wednesday of the month post.


Instrumentality

Pop!

Just like that, the bubble that is my sheltered life bursts before my eyes.  I am now left to face an unacceptable truth.  The reality I’ve accepted for my entire existence has been a farce.

My creator stands before me.  All along he’s been here, masquerading as my friend whilst secretly monitoring me.  Testing me.  Even tempting me.

“You’re not human,” Jorgen repeats.  Not that it’s necessary.  Those words will rattle around in my mind for the rest of my life.  “The exhibition is in two days.  I need to do this now so I can have everything ready in time.”

He’s using these hollow words to justify what he’s about to do.  Until this morning, I never had reason to doubt him.  There were memories of us growing up together.  We’d been best friends since kindergarten.  He gave me my first wedgie, my first valentine, my first kiss.  An entire childhood of best friend moments, and many that were significantly more.

All a lie. 

I have no idea where my actual life began, and where the falsified memories ended.  Not that it matters.  Even the memories that are genuine, that really should belong to me, are still based on lies.

Jorgen strips the garments from my body.  I am shocked further, incapable of words as I realize he didn’t ask to do so.  Now that the rouse is up, my permission is no longer required for such an action.  He can bypass any protest I may make. 

I am invalidated.

Soon I am propped against the white wall of his laboratory, held in place by metal rings.  I cannot move.  He’d claimed he wanted to show me what he did at work.  Technically, he was showing me that, but I wonder if that’s all he thinks he’s shown me.  If so, he’s greatly underestimated the power of this moment.

“You’re not human,” Jorgen says again as he picks up a laser scalpel.  His hand seems to be shaking.

That observation gives me the courage to speak.  There still may be hope.  “You don’t have to do this if you aren’t sure about it.  Just think about this.”

“No!  There’s no time.  I can’t turn back.  My award is pending.  If I don’t have my work ready in time, they’ll give it to someone else.  At 19, I’ll be the youngest person ever to get it.  I can’t risk losing that.”  He dares to look me in the eye as he waves the scalpel behind my ear.  My body is instantly numbed.  He pokes my arm experimentally, and I sense nothing.  I can’t even shiver as the dread seeps through me.  “The operation will be quick and painless.”

Quick maybe, but far from painless, I think.  Tears blur my vision, though I cannot feel them fall.

Now Jorgen looks stunned.  Could he seriously have failed to predict my sadness?  He stands there for a long moment before reluctantly wiping his free hand across my cheeks, drying my tears.  Then he determinedly drops his hand.  “You’re not human,” he recites again.

“You made love to me!” I protest.  Then I hesitate.  With so many false memories, I cannot be certain that even happened.

The look on his face, however, instantly confirms that it did.  He appears as though I punched him in the gut.  “I had to try you out, see that you functioned properly,” he argued.  “It was all in the name of research.”

Then he knelt in front of me and touched the scalpel to the skin above my manufactured navel.  Looking down, I can’t help but marvel at the level of detail he used to build my body.  The level of deceit was implicit in each choice he made in my construction.

Jorgen peels me back, layer by layer, exposing my viscera to the world.   He stops frequently to snap photographs, insisting that everything must be properly documented.  I scarcely listen as he explains that each moment of my life has been filmed for the committee to see.  They’ll be able to watch every single private moment, study my schematics, and experience the implanted memories that laid the groundwork for my being.

I, however, will be the main attraction.  Harnessed to that wall, visitors will be able to examine my constituent parts.  They will also interact with me.  Fully awake, I’ll see and hear everything going on around me.  Though my nervous system will no longer transmit pain signals to my brain, I’ll still feel it all in the most real of ways.

When Jorgen is finished, I can see my own artificial organs.  The counterfeit is good, but the rubber hoses and metal connectors betray my artificiality.  Though I cannot see this, I know my scalp has been torn away, revealing my positronic brain.

Jorgen, the man who once acted like my friend, puts away his tools and turns out the lights, his work done for the night.  He says nothing to me before he goes.

All alone in the dark, I imagine him laid open on the wall beside me, my mechanical parts warmer than his flesh and blood.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

A Wednesday Wordle Party


There's been an illness hopping around my family, so I'm having to plan my blog posts according to an erratic schedule filled with crying children.  No easy task, I can assure you.

I know a lot of bloggers like to play around with the wonder known as Wordle.  Until this past weekend, I'd never actually tried it.  And now that I have, I must admit that I'm hooked.  I'd like to show you some of the word clouds I created using Wordle, and also to explain why I find these useful.  Maybe I'm only saying they're useful because I need to justify all the time I spent playing around with them.  Judge for yourself whether the benefits I claim to have gained from these sound legitimate or not.

This first wordle was created using my essay "Universe."  I posted this essay for the "My Teenage Life Bloghop," and I was pleasantly surprised by the positive responses I received.  To read the post containing the original essay, go HERE.  

I now present to you a visual representation of that essay.


This second wordle was made using my short story "Blood and Tears."  I particularly like the font used for this one.  It feels old and grand, and it goes well with the name Henry (which appears prominently here).  The story may be science fiction and it may take place in the future, but the struggles highlighted in this story have been around since the beginning of human existence: death, subjugation, loss, etc.  I feel that it works, even if only because it looks cool.

This wordle was composed using the revised version of "Blood and Tears," but if you're interested in looking at the story as originally posted on this blog, look HERE.


This next one was done using my flash fiction piece "Nuance."  Though I plan to revise it soon, this has been made with the original version.  To read the story, click HERE.



Some of you may ask why I made all these, and this is where I must justify my activities.  Well, aside from procrastination (which is a reason why I do a lot of things), I did it to help me visualize my stories.  Part of what I struggle with in the world of editing is that a work as a whole seems too large to tackle a lot of the time.

In making these Wordles, I dissected each story and came to see what stood out most prominently in the narrative.  When you see certain words in bold letters, you are seeing the words you used most often, and you can compare them to the rest of the words in the field in a non-linear way.  Doing these word clouds gave me a different perspective on my stories.  If a theme I hadn't really meant to use appears in these, I can consider whether to use that theme to its fullest potential, or I can elect to downplay it and focus on the intended theme in my revisions.

As a writer, I feel I need to use every tool I have at my disposal to make my stories the best they can be.

This last one, on the other hand, doesn't give me that advantage.  This is just my name, the name of my WIP Prices Paid, and the name of each story I have planned for it.  This was done mainly for fun, and in part because I wanted to see some representation of my goal.

Hey, that's still visualization!  So this last one had a purpose too!  I knew I could justify my procrastination if I put my mind to it.